1:30 turns into 3:30 turns into 5:30. I am left here questioning where I stand in life. I know I don’t post here like I should, but this is my big diary so when I need to pour out my feelings, I do. My life doesn’t fully make sense right now. Sometimes when things happen and they are not black and white, you don’t know how to handle them. Quite a few of my problems are not easy to explain, making them even harder to address. I hope that my birthday (the 25th) brings me some clarity.
Pray that I fall asleep in the next 5 hours.
Love Always,
Amanda